I must waiting for long time to find my real soulmate, I tried manything in my life and i almost give up. I was born with regular looks, i always dreaming that oneday i will marriage with a handsome man. Maybe for me all is impossible, but i always have faith, nothing impossible in GOD. All time, I speak and pray to GOD about my Wish, I just want GOD choises the man for me. Everytime I have a relationship, I brings the man into my pray, I just believe if the man not the good match for me, that man gonna leave me, many man comes and go, sometimes i feels tired, but i keep trying and i believe oneday i will find. Because to find someone serious for marriage is not easy at all, some man just coming for funs, some man search someone by their beauty, basicly many man just search someone from the beauty in outside not from the inside. But I know, GOD more knows than me, I do believe that oneday will comes someone who really accept you, what ever you are, just keep trying to search and pray always. Sometimes, when you fall in love, all your feelings like black and white, you don't know what good and not. But the man that GOD choises for you, is always the best, he will always respect you, he will always accept you what ever you are, he will know there's something good in you, he will accept you and belive nobody perfect in this world. If you feels yourself not pretty, don't be sad, just accept yourself, and try to find the goodness inside of you, just be happy, because GOD created you perfect. My story is the prove that GOD already prepare someone for you, just sometimes, we are as human not able to wait, because the time of GOD is different. Now, i'm marriage with french man, and he accept me what ever i am, i always thanks to GOD even so long time i must waiting this moment, but GOD always know the best for you and me.